yamanai ame da neeee

kick from being alone.
Friday, July 31, 2009

today i went for da vinci!!!
yesss alone. hahaha omg damn cool the exhibiton.
and i think i might actually be getting addicted to doing stuff alone.

hmmm maybe when i ever take the photos out from my phone i will upload the illegal pictures i took before realising that i'm not supposed to be taking them (no idea why, i mean the reason they gave is that the exhibits are fragile. pls, they're just print outs... not even a copy or a reprint or anything close to the real thing if you tell me its copyright or smth still ok right.. wakanai.)

6:56 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

i realise, i have nothing to tell.
cause i'm really just doing nothing haaha.
work's been ok, i'm getting used to it. and the nicer manager is back from japan so less of seeing her. although i still can't figure out if she really dislikes me, or is she just like that in general. oh well. it doesn't matter anymore, i've decided to just let it go where ever its going to. on its own.

school's starting soon, i was kinda looking forward to it.
until bidding started :/
and i realise i'm so broke i can't get jlang. ok i might not be able to.
yr 1s have protection but omg i'm no yr 1 anymore ):
so. yes. i pray i get it. if i don't i'll be so disappointed.
k i think i shall go cycling soon.... the sun is so inviting!
but then. i don't feel like leaving my house hahaha. ok we'll see.

after rereading my post, i realise its such a monotonous monologue. (haha what a negative sounding phrase)
oh no. i shall not try to pretend that my life is very exciting.
ok good things that have been happening are that,
1. i've gotten a new group of friends from rovers. which makes me less of a lonely soul in uni.
2. i'm doing most of my mods with friends
3. i like what i'm learning at sbux
4. fandom is progressing fine:D
5. i bought 1984. need to reread it.
6. i've decided i'm going to davinci's exhibition on thurs. don't care if i have to do it alone hoho

2:38 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

i swear she hates me ):

11:38 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

things haven't been good.

9:40 AM

Monday, July 13, 2009

there's still alot of things i haven't done and hols are ending already.
i haven't went for xlb
haven't gone kayaking
haven't finished the entire hp series (excluding ootp)
haven't had a sleep over with innova people
haven't completed that drawing
haven't fandomed

damnnnnnnn.
but nevertheless, its been fulfilling working at sbux.
looking forward to working in-store even tho i learned today that my drinks are always either over or underweight ): its ok, i'll do my best.
raspberry latte is just strangeeeeeeeeee. try it guys. hahaha peculiar taste. not unpleasant.
for the 2nd time in my life, i felt like people aren't on the same frequency as me. like srsly.
hmmm... its strange... ok lets not talk abt that.

a shocking thing happened. my neighbour committed suicide. omg damn freaky. ok lets not talk about that either.

ah sun yanzi's concert was great. she's really damn cute. think she feels at hm in sg so she was adorableeeeeeeee. she kept saying thank yeww. hahahah in that singaporean way. love her man. and of course her voice is. bu yong shuo one. i was mesmerised from start to end ok. yay

oh on friday shuduan and amanda and lao po celebrated my bday! :)
the cake was niceeeeeee. because lao po's mother baked it. hahaha ok it doesnt matter of course.
and we fulfilled our secret desire to be defiant rebellious students by climbing over the fence instead of using the gate HAHA but of course we weren't wearing our skirt, so no chance of getting caught zao geng-ing by the public or sch cameras :D

everyone in starbucks smokes :(((((((

11:46 PM

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

today, when it turned 12 am. i was walking home... playing the game that i play with myself whenever the streets are empty of people. the same game i played with myself from a decade ago.

many many many people have celebrated with me already and i love all you guys.
its really great to have people like you around :)
today's trip to the zoo was dammnnnnnn fun. hahahaha. with the help of aiba's prescence~~

but when i was walking home alone just now.
i felt glad that when i reach home, my brother will be playing his game, oblivious to the fact i'm home. my dad and mum will be sleeping... its like after a whirlwind of activities. peace. homeground.
i was a great feeling.

1:57 AM

Sunday, July 05, 2009

deathly hallows is so exciting~~~~~~~~~~~
i'm totally rereading all the books. and i realise smth i don't have the sorcerer stone man. wth is this. and my goblet of fire is actually liz's!! oh no.

ok btw, im finally starting work!
nervoussss.

i've been staring at fb so much my eyes are dying. better stop.

9:10 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009

its weird to facilitate a camp where the campers are older then you. hahha..
but anw it was fun. had a great time.
the campers were cuteeee hahaha and the facils were all nice people :)

having camp withdrawals now........
which in a sadistic way is kind of a happy feeling (since i haven't had this feeling since sec 3)

10:23 AM